...Our love has just begun.
Do u still remember at the times
when we first met?
2 years ago.. at 2006..
We still meet as friends.
Yeah,friends.
without any special feelings lyk now.


Now,in 2008..
We meet again.
..Our love has just begun.
At 17 August 2008....
I still can't believe dat
u're finally become my boyfriend.
Yeah,my boyfriend.
U stay here in my side..
...
As long as u're still in here,
& not getting back to Canada.

At 24 August 2008..
We're having our first date.
U hugged me lyk u'll never let me go.
And when u're about to leave,
u finally kissed me..
It was the happiest moment in my life.

At 25 August 2008..
We're having a game.
Or maybe... a 'love test' for u.
So 3 years will flow like a running wind,
and we'll finally be apart.

At 27 August 2008,or exactly,today..
I thought I'll never meet u again
to see the moments when u're about
to leave & get back to Canada,
But..guess what?
Everytime my mind wanders,
I imagine u sitting
in the back chair inside my car,
waiting for me,which has already
finished my school day,to sit in..
And God really makes my dream comes true.
When I was about to call my mum,
It wasn't her which answers the telephone,
It was YOU.

You said dat u're inside my car.
I was so glad to sit beside you..
Wif your mum beside me,& your bro in front.
U still remember how to hold my hand.
U still remember how to make me happy..
And.. u still remember how to kiss my cheek..
We walk together at Sun plaza,
tries to enjoy the last moment..
Yeah,the last moment.
The last moment before u went away,
And it feels like something
breaks through my chest,
tears my heart into 2 pieces..
And... deep down inside my heart,
I cried until my tears were bleeding.

But..Our love has just begun.
So I do my best to keep smiling.
I hold back my tears,and
enjoys every laugh I made..
Because I don't want u to get depressed
if u see the real feelings of mine.
When we saw a wedding expo from upside,
U asked me whether to go down
to see it together,or not..
And.. u said 10 years again...
.........
I was surprised,imagining us married
when I'm 25 and you're 27...
The you said dat your parents
have become a couple for 10 years
before they get married.
...yeah.. If they can pass 10 years happily,
why can't we?
Still wif dat word popping out my mind,
we walked away together..

Everytime u keep checking your watch,
a drop of tear cames from my heart.
Because that means the time
that we could spend together
has gone a minute,
and can't be rewined again.
Gone forever,like a blowing wind.
...Could I spend 3 years just like this..?

And finally,we're back
to our mums' seat in the food court.
and we sit together..
And,this time your mum
checks the holyish suffering time.
...It was the time to go.
Finally,I can't stop my tears anymore..
Yeah,tears.
The one thing u wish not to see today..
I flow it in front of you.
Ignoring the wish to cheer me up,
u hugged me,in front of our mums..
I wiped my tears as u keep telling me not to cry,
& I smiled back to u.
U hold my hand as we walk together..

Even inside the lift,I smell farewell.
My car is in Ground floor,and yours in Basement.
My worries forced me to kill myself..
My heart bleeds in pain,
I feel like I couldn't stand this anymore..
Oh,my Lord.. Is this...death?
And,when the lift arrives in G,
I throw my breath away in despair..
But u made me back to this world again.
Just before I walked out of the lift,
You pulled my hand & kissed my cheek.
..a brand new spirit has entered my soul.
I waved my hand to you,
seeing you for the last time..

Arrived in my home...
I found myself tearful.
But I tried to be strong..
I have to be patient.
U've said dat u'll come here
alone,next year..
..all I have to do is believe.
As I rinsed myself with running
warm water in the shower,
I finally gain my energy again.
yeah,warm water..
which turns hot now,
burning my soul..
running like a water,
running like a wind..
....
Until now I still can't imagine
pass - even a year- like this...

A few minutes after that,
I turn back normal again..
Yeah,normal.
..Just before you called me wif your mum's HP.
You said dat u're currently in the Airport,
waiting for the time to fly back to Canada.
  U said you miss me.
  Yeah,me too..
  U told me not to forget you.
  Yeah,you too..
  U said you want me to go to Canada sometimes.
  Yeah,me too..
  U said U love me.
  Yeah,I love you too...
  U said if there's a guy who likes me,
  I have to tell u,so dat u could punch his face.
  Ahahahaha... You,too..
...Tears interrupt myself to talk to you.
Even I had wipe them away,my voice has become its 'victim'..
Then finally,you end up our,maybe,
last conversation. Because your mum said that it's time to go.

....
...Why my tears can't stop.
It was all still a mystery.
Yeah,a really weird mystery.
Why it won't stop..?
Why it keep running down my cheek like this..?
Even when I splashed my face in water,
doesn't help too at all..?
It keeps breaking my heart into pieces..
Knowing dat u're not here anymore..
And I miss you,so much.
I cried until I feel...
like half of my body fluid has wasted away.
And I'm just feeling to live this life with an awkwardness.

...But,our love has just begun.
Everytime I closed my eyes
and imagine that u're still in my side,
that we're still apart..
I can smell something good will happen in the future.
And I promise never forget you.
Yeah,never...
...
and I closed my eyes again.


......
I finally opened my eyes,
founds you smile at me,
and ourselves with a white dress.
Hell yes,it's 2018 now.
We walked towards,hearing everybody shouts their joy
& seeing them throws somewhat like flowers in the air.
sometimes,over my eyes,
I can see our friends,or family..
With many expressions.
There is a happy person which keeps
throwing something into the air & shout,
or person that can't believe dat we're finally apart,
wiping their tears away..
The same as what will I do if I'm still 15 like 10 years ago..
Do you still remember,honey?
10 years ago,we'll be finally apart like this..
Even though many things tries to interrupt us
As time flows like a running wind..
But at least it doesn't breaks our love,does it?

And.. This is it,the most important time.
..We promise.
..We swear.
..That we'll be apart,forever,and for always.


As you kissed my cheek,
...Our love has just begun.

     - The end -